I'm starting off today with a new feeling: the unkown.
I am usually measured and I am usually a planner of sorts.
Always trying to think in careful steps, I tend to find security in what I have measured well and thought through. Lately, well in the recent past actually, I have let spontenaity rule. I have help success in some way and some things have proven to work well.
But now after thinking it through perhaps I am not as spontaneous as I once thought. Perhaps I plan to be spontaneous to much so as to mask the truth of planning. I realize that I really am not as spontaneous as I once thought.
But now that I know this about myself I choose to be who I am, and that has to be ok. So I plan....so what...thats me. Some things I have not been able to plan. Some things have just come across my path with no warning and I have jumped in feet first. Hoping and praying that it would turn out well.
In some degrees it has...in others, not so well. But what is life without risk. I like risk...I just don't like the change it might bring. But I guess these are the things that spice up my life. It is ever changing. I am ever having to accommodate and make room for more change.
So I step into the unknown and I take the risk of change. What will become of me?
Hopefully at the end I can buy a new outfit for it lol
I am usually measured and I am usually a planner of sorts.
Always trying to think in careful steps, I tend to find security in what I have measured well and thought through. Lately, well in the recent past actually, I have let spontenaity rule. I have help success in some way and some things have proven to work well.
But now after thinking it through perhaps I am not as spontaneous as I once thought. Perhaps I plan to be spontaneous to much so as to mask the truth of planning. I realize that I really am not as spontaneous as I once thought.
But now that I know this about myself I choose to be who I am, and that has to be ok. So I plan....so what...thats me. Some things I have not been able to plan. Some things have just come across my path with no warning and I have jumped in feet first. Hoping and praying that it would turn out well.
In some degrees it has...in others, not so well. But what is life without risk. I like risk...I just don't like the change it might bring. But I guess these are the things that spice up my life. It is ever changing. I am ever having to accommodate and make room for more change.
So I step into the unknown and I take the risk of change. What will become of me?
Hopefully at the end I can buy a new outfit for it lol
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