(Another blog I found in the "draft" box...wonder why I never posted it...but here it is none the less...this was like from Feb/March I think...hmmmm)
I read a blog today from someone I know.
I realized that people, no matter how different we may think we are, are not that different after all.
When I think of this person I tell myself that I couldn't be more different from her than a banana is to a car tire. But then I came to a grouping of blogs she wrote about her ex. I was amazed how incredibly similar my thoughts and musings were to hers. And so I found myself inspired to write this blog. This weekend has also created fodder for thought and blog lol. So many sensations and feelings I don't know where to begin. But I have realized that I have amazing friends. And that each of them in their own way make me a better person and make me wish that I had a little bit of their personalities as my own. I realize that I have so many different friends and yet when one speaks of heart ache or pain or loss those are universal feelings . I can wish with all my might that I am so different but I am not.
And what's wrong with recognizing the thing that you think are so cool about someone else? Like "I" for example. I wish I had her confidence and strength. I wish I had "B" sense of style and mystery. "D"s understanding of true dedicated friendship. "M"s love for fun and showing love for the one he loves. "E"s responsibility. "A"s politically correctness lol..."N"s who cares-I'm still having fun approach to life. I find it amazing that we can all exist in a space that is friendship.
And then there is "B-B". More than a friend. Who's stubbornness can impress lol. I wish I was as decided and steadfast as he is.
So back to this blog. Can it be that a girl who is so different from me really identify with those things that are dear and moving to my heart? Maybe...
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