Here I am in the place I've been trying to avoid...the hospital.
I know I should do better about the things I KNOW I'm supposed to stay away from...but lately, I have been on this "I'm invincible" kick, its kinda stupid.
So here I am, when I should be out there amongst the living and working. Laying here is infuriating! All I have in the world to think about here are all the things I have been working so hard to forget! Its a vicious torture!
On top of the pain I feel I have to deal with memories. The fact that I am still dealing with certain issues sickens me. So I will try to get better in my mind and in my body. Life is to short to waste lying here in bed sik...or lying here questioning and wondering about my past.
Its time to move, or push, or thrust myself forward....
I am over this...or at least I have to be
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