I figure that anything worth doing is worth doing well.
This is a saying that holds a lot of truth. I realize that I do this in most everything I commit to. I have found that when I'm doing a project, I obsess about its "perfection". I want to make sure I'm all in. My mother used to tell me that I was an "extremist". That I would over-do many things.
God love her, but I know she meant that as a criticism. As I have gotten older I realize that maybe its not such a bad thing. After all, I think it shows a certain level of character when a person puts forth their entire effort into something. I've just never been a casual....anything!
I'm just not built to be a causal friend, girl friend, employee, etc, etc. Everything I do I jump head first and make a wholehearted effort to give it my all in order to produce the best result. Maybe that's why people say I'm kind of intense lol. But wouldn't it be better to have someone like that on your side? I had a guy tell me once that the "problem" with me was that I was an "all or nothing" kind of girl and that maybe I should be more "relaxed".
What???? What the hell does that mean? This makes no sense.
And when you're talking about relationships with people, friends or more, do you really want someone who is not interested in being interested in you "all that much" but just "somewhat" or enough to be perceived as still "relaxed"?
Where has the passion for things gone? Where has dedication and excellence?
Maybe that's why I'm so tired all the time...cause all the well I'm doing....is doing me in lol
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